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GoodBye 2010

2011-01-05T17:18:00.002+08:00

Happy 2011.5days :D
Hope this year will be a great year for me, my family and dearest boyfriend and friends!

Wishing it to be filled by joy, fun and laughter..
Stress loads n unhappiness will get to be reduce (:

So, another 360 days ahead!
<3

Yes.. Let me count when is my last blog post

2010-11-10T21:43:00.003+08:00

Back after countless days and months...
End my FYP final..
Already received my grades.. Although i get a 'C' as my final outcome at least from there i learnt a precious lessons... Met many friends there too :)

Really happy to know them.. Hope we are able to organise meet ups again :)

Its really long enough since my last blog ok!.. Darling already enlist... Nearly 2 months? This week is his field trip week, today is his third day of training.. Miss him as usual..
Ever since he enlist, he is still that busy, is like as usual i guess? Maybe being busy is part of his profession..

I am still that sensitive, we still do make a little conflict in life, but overall we still do love each other isn't it? :)

School re-open, this is the 4th week of school.. Countless of assignment everyday, i am freaking tired..
I really need to manage my time well enough!
Like FARK OK!
Used to love every Wednesday a lots but now i realise that i dislike Wednesday! >..<
Wednesday is the day where i have to study for Thursday mini quiz, tutorial works and etc..
Seriously, screwed my life upside down..

I need time to breathe, last semester before i get "graduate"..
Hopefully i can really do get graduate and lead a brand new chapters in life..

Lots of things happened on me, family and some dear friends around me..
Still all we have to do is to lead our life with smile and move on..
Some one ever ask me before, she said, i always seem you so happy and smiling, so envy of me..
In fact, in deep, do you know what am i suffering and undergoing with..
I dislike sharing problems with others, cause i love sharing happiness and joy instead :)

Recently, i have learnt.. learn to believe..
I believe that i wont forever lead such life, good times will definately come one day :)
We have to learn to forgive and forget in order to move on..
People like me loves to whine, after a long whinning and scolding, isnt it get better?

Okay, got to go and complete my assignment again.. Else, i cant sleep on time.. haha..
Cya.. When i'm free..

dun wish that day to come

2010-08-02T17:38:00.000+08:00

12Aug, i truly not wishing for that day to come..
I dun wan to hide in my bed again and cry till the dawn..
Pls, dont let that day to come..

this define how sick am i

2010-08-02T16:29:00.004+08:00

Badly sick for 3 long days.. Swallow countless tablets and spoons of syrup.. Things just remain the same conditions..
Medicine is just useless..
Well.. Good bye ending here..
Anyway, ppl i m nt here gain pity or attention.. Is up to whoever to think or whatever.. There's nth much i wanna bother..
Ciao..

P.S:
Take good care for yourself esp ur toe.. Only if u happen to read this post..
baby i will wait for u.. Good bye take care..

Busy July

2010-07-12T09:59:00.004+08:00

2010 July is a busy month for me!
Celebrated my dear girls belated and advance birthday yesterday :)
Totally happy happy happy :D
Even when the noise level reduce to 3 fun is still there..

Then next week will be heading to Zoo with my sis...
Her company org family gathering there so well i went since its free!
Other than that.. Every weekend i have to work work and work.. Exhausted! :/

My mid term presentation have pasted last Thursday..
Horrible, Nightmare to me! Totally!
FYP seriously fuck my life to the core!

Do this also wrong, do that also wrong!
Holy crap..
If markers, teachers and directors intention is to fail our group so whats the point for them to say so much?
Totally dun understand at all!

Sometime i was wandering, should i be a good student or just a bad student instead...
Who will remember good student?
Unless u excel well in work and task other than that? Totally rubbish!
Whats the point of working so hard?
I really dun see my aim at all now!
LOST! YES I AM TOTALLY LOST!

What job will i be taking up after my graduation?
I cant see my future at all!
I am such a loser!

August is simply another nightmare for me too :(
Though its my birthday month but i dun feel happy at all!
12 August will be the day where my father will stop supporting us financially!
Burden roll bigger mean i have to work harder!
My dad seen quite cruel, why must him stop supporting starting from my birth date?
Kinda Suck!
I really cant choose not to work?
:((
Sick of those weekly routines..
Sometime i am really damn envy those girls that do not have to work yet they have enough to support!
Life is just so unfair~!

When life meet a different point

2010-06-24T13:42:00.004+08:00

This week is totally a waste of time and effort week.
Lost and lost and yes, LOST..
This whole week sitting in my lab staring at my monitor screen.. staring at my boring coding.. Whatcha am i doing huh?
Self declare many breaks.. Breakfast break, Toilet break, Loitering break, Tea-break etc
Too bored to sit in this lifeless, pressurise lab..
Work progress are fcuking slow.. I dont even know what i am doing is right or wrong..
Well sucks..

June is ending.. I desperately hoping that this month can end even faster.. but on the other side it mean that my project have more dues to do.. Sigh.. Human being are always so hard to get satisfied.. I am the best example.. Maybe when a moment i receive a LV bag next moment i will be urging and wanting sth higher, maybe Hermes Berkin bag?
Sometime really hate myself being like this.. When the hell will I get satisfied uh?

July is my 2 dearies ladies birthday.. Been cracking and squeezing hard to think of what to buy for them.. :)
Though it tired, but i some how enjoy it cos I'm always willing to do sth for someone I treassure especially towards our friendship.. Cheer for our friendship :D

Anyway some random stuff to talk about now..
Feeling kinda sad.. Been working for so long and i get to know a true friend thru working..
She is no other thn my dear Jun :)
She will be having her long holiday break starting from 1st of July.
But once she is back on the August she will no longer work with me..
Sad that i lost some one dear around me..
Love her laugher, her gossips, her fun and many more..
Though we will still meet up but it will jus be as hard than before..
As promise this year we will celebrate our birthday tgth at SupperClub.. Just blast that night then :D

Lastly, I will be watching Knight and Day with darling this coming Saturday night :)
Hope things going fine that night :)

Ciao~

I am bored

2010-06-21T14:39:00.004+08:00

Bored right now! Stuck with my damn coding.. Hate it.. I cant be a programmer cause i am not patient enough! Anyway i am not keen to be a programmer :X

Browsing some online website.. And i am considering one of the Benefit concealer.. My friend told me its good as it suit all skin type and wont turn oily.. Should i get then? Hmmmm

How then? My shopping list is getting longer.. Keep adding without reducing :X I just spent a sum yesterday on some online clothing.. So should i still continue spending or save it for next few months? HAIYO! Why am i a women!

What word suits best?

2010-06-21T13:32:00.000+08:00

Life in FYPJ! Horrible..
I am seriously Fuck up! Screwed screwed screwed!
FUCK UP TEAM-MATE!
Damn hate to partner up with guys! Lazy ass!

Dota, war-craft, gaming, gambling, tea-break, break break break, sleep sleep sleep.. Damn curious what up next!
Whenever director pass by seriously how i hope they get caught! Yes, i know i am bad but who ever pity my situation here?
Worst than hell..

Supervisor assigned me task again.. Yes, again!
Damn curious why not them.. WHY ME AGAIN!!!
Nothing is ever fair.. For sure i know!

4th week, i shall see what will be up during presentation!
Supervisor assign a simple job for him which he learn before, till now nothing is up!
FUCK UP PEOPLE HERE!
It's driving me crazy!

Your love is my drug?

2010-06-21T09:59:00.002+08:00

Maybe I need some rehab,
Or maybe just need some sleep
I've got a sick obsession,
I'm seeing it in my dreams

I'm looking down every alley,
I'm making those desperate calls
Im staying up all night hoping,
Hit my head against the walls
_____________________________________________

Baby? Your love is a drug to me? I dunno...

After so long here i am back again

2010-06-18T11:05:00.004+08:00

Yeah peep finally get my blog updated..
Many things to blog about. Happy and sad..

Owww. FYP period now.. Every weeks and days staying in this lab..
Not only that it is bored but also some other reason yeah.. Sitting down here always make me so damn pressurize :(
I dunno my work is correct or wrong.. I have totally no sense of direction towards it at all..
It's 3rd week of my FYP.. Seen like nothing is being successfully done
Hate it seriously..
My supervisor in charge make me lost all my confident towards this project.. He seen like knowing nothing..
The best replied that i always hear from him are: "Actually FYP are suppose to research by your own and learn your own"
I feel like telling him off his face, YES SIR I KNOW! BUT CAN U AT LEAST TELL US ARE WE IN A RIGHT PATH NOW?
Seriously, dun noe what happened to me this year.. Suay to the duper max..
Attachment get to a Fcuk up company with a Fcuk up partner.
Now FYP get into a Fcuk up project, Fcuk up team-mates and Fcuk up supervisor..
My life is in a totally fuckness! Fuck and Damn my life!

Screw up with everything! Friendship getting worst too.. Tolerating is not the best way to solve my problems any more.. Yes. At first i do thought by keeping silences will get things better as we will not interfere your life in another form of ways.
But when time passed, am i really helping you are just watching you fallen even deeper?

Full of questions.. Life is always given such challenges: Yes or No, Should or Should not. Damn it..

Well anyway my darling finally get his enlistment letter: 13 September 2010!
He seen so happy over that letter!
I think we are getting even better ever since he graduated from his damn course.. At least he will initiate to meet me up or even for a dinner.. Thank You darling..

What's going on

2010-04-14T07:59:00.001+08:00

I really dun get a point for me.. I am totally lost :(
why am I making myself so freaking busy?
I even work non stop 7 days a week jus for the sake money?
But in between what have I really achieve?
I find myself wasted a lot of my time with all my dearest..
After so many yrs I'm still feeling aimless..
I am jus simply living aimlessly..

I dunno what I really wan in life.. What type of jobs that will be seeking for my future.
All I know is jus to get my time pass faster.
I filled my days are simply wasted without doing anything meaningful..

It's going 21 years yet I still dunno what to do and what to get!!
Been making many wrong decisions..
Maybe mum is right, i m always doing things half way thru and get myself into trouble cos I really dunno what I want..
I wan something jus forsake of wanting it nt because I need it.

Argh!! I hate it.. Hate to stuck in such position..
:((
I need to find my aim back, I have to fill my life with more meaningful things!!

2010-03-25T20:24:00.002+08:00

44 more days..
I hope that day can arrived faster.. :(
I really hate attachment and work there..
SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!!!

People there quite scary i find..
I ask for work, nobody dare to assign it to me..
I online or browsing FB, i can feel that there are plenty of eyes starring at my screen.. What they want from me man?!!

不给就不给，以给就给我那么难的！！！
its drives me crazy..
that work they gave me on monday, but i bloody stuck till today!!!
Damn man..

ARGH~!!! I HATE ATTACHMENT THERE~!
Its boring and its horrible..
Shit it!

2010-03-17T21:18:00.003+08:00

Bad point about me.
I am anti-social.. I hate to start a new topic with people..
Not that i am 'Dao' or arrogant, is my mouth jus simply lost..

ERRRR, thats y people find me @^*^$*&!!
In fact i not.. Sometime it might appear to be rude, but i'm sorry..
My com skills jus din score well..
:(

2010-03-08T20:24:00.004+08:00

It dun seen good to me at all..
YAH!! I feel like crying out..
$500 is so hard to earn now..
3 months i have to hang there and shall not let others to look down on me..
HANG THERE SLUT!!!!

Well, its really stress..
The stress level is worst than i was taking my exams..
Holy!

My GPA isn't good in the very first place, but why have to assign such tasks to me?!
Just now sitting right infront of the laptop feeling so depress and stress..
Nearly cried...

The first thing that came to my mind was, 12 credits gone.. For sure..
Sigh.. What can i do???!!!!
Just feel so much like dying...

2010-03-02T11:15:00.004+08:00

As promised, back posting after my exams.. :)
Release, happy and different mix of feelings..
Gonna enjoy my less than a week 'holiday'...
Brand new challenges are up ahead, have to face it still no way to avoid it..
Although i have hundreds and thousands of reluctant still, i will hang there!!!

Completed two taiwan drama, 下一站，幸福 and 就像赖着你..
Both love romantic drama sooo nice :D
All thanks to Esteen and my sister for introducing 下一站，幸福 drama to me..
It lighten up my days by watching it.. Sooo nice and Vanness is soo HOT!!! Wahhaha..
Must watch must watch~!
Same to 就像赖着你, funny loving drama...
Why taiwanese drama have so many HUNKS huh?!
It's a pressure for me to watch them..
Opps..

Many many things happened, one after the other...
How long should i hang down there?
There always an extend after doing the same old things too long..
Without fail.
I never ask for any in return, i just wish that i can be appreciated, that it.
Well, but i don't think its work..

Nah, let drop that..
Well, during my CNY, we went to visit my dad..
It's going 10 yrs i think.. His face seem to be so unfamilar to me..
Still i am really happy to see him... :)
Hope that we can get to see him more often rather than such occasions only..
I hope to know more regarding my father. I want to know more about him.
Hoping that we won't be like a strangers again..

2010-01-23T23:24:00.002+08:00

BAD BAD DAY~!!! TT_____________TT

SIGH~!!!!!
WHAT HAVE I DID?!!!
MISERABLE!!!!

~~i regretted, but its too late...~~

~~No turning back and i see no future in myself.. sorry~~

2010-01-21T20:47:00.002+08:00

2010 dun seen to be a good year for me at all!!!
Busy, busy and busy..
Tests, reports and many things...

Sian...

What can i do??? I do not know what i have did AT ALL!!!
Should i say that?
Hmmm..

So hard to please and understand what people are thinking at all..
yes, i am not a mind reader..

I am really trying hard...
Sigh.. Its really tired...
wwell back to work and projects again..

Another day will be a better day :)
Tahan~!!

2010-01-13T20:59:00.002+08:00

Less than a month for my dumb dumb bloody project due!!!
Dead!

I am still standing at that poo of deep shit!! DAMN IT!!!
Jus kinda feeel that i will fail badly this semester!!!
Hate life, hate school, hate it!!

Life suck!!!! :(

ANYWAY, SOME RANDOM FACT OF SOME KIND OF PEOPLE :
1. They are selfish
2. Damn Sensitive
3. Like to push the blame to people and nv even ever recall what they have say before!

Lesson Learn By Candy:
Never to be too nice to some people!!! :)

2010-01-05T21:47:00.002+08:00

How many more regrets will i have again?
Every steps that i did is a regret that i make.
I regretted neglecting someone who love me most..
I regretted wasting all sorts of time in too much things..

Life is full of regret!!
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2010-01-02T11:19:00.002+08:00

School is resuming in less than 2 days time :(
Happy days are gone gonna back to school stuff again..
Whenever i think of it i am feeling damn exhausted..
Sigh Sigh Sigh ah~!

Well, still it a brand new year gonna calm myself down....
Miss you and my beloved friends..
Meet up soon kay! <3

2010-01-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2010!!!!!!!!! :D

Happy but meanwhile feeling damn upset..
But well will get over it soon :)

Enjoy this brand new year people :))
Love <3

2009-12-18T23:22:00.001+08:00

My soul is lost.. I am lost..
The one you love most yet hurt you the most..

I'm in pain right now..

2009-12-11T20:40:00.001+08:00

How come??

What had really happened to me right now?

I am really tired towards it..

Sigh!

2009-11-24T20:21:00.002+08:00

Sometime i am really wandering what is the balance point in life?
Life is so unfair.. Maybe only happened on me?
Should be?

I never able to get the trouble and problems away from me.. Damn it seriously!!
I began to hate my life more as time goes by..
It's sucks!

Busy semester with all those stupid irritating lectues and heavy workload!!!
I am really exhausted!!

2009-11-04T20:42:00.003+08:00

I am broke!!! Declaring bankrupt for the month..
Hahaha.. 4th day of this brand new month and i am duper broke..
Well.. Damn regret right now..
Sigh..

一言难尽！！！
Satisfy but it dun worth the price.. LOL!!!
T...T

2009-11-02T23:36:00.002+08:00

My life is always being so sulk up and miserable..
Hate it!!

I don't understand why i am always being misunderstand and whatsoever..
Well, kinda sick..
Hate that badly...

:((

Schools sucks, assignments and due date are driving me crazy!!!

2009-10-21T20:42:00.002+08:00

New semester has begin!! As usual it always being so sucks in school!!
Well vexed!!

Sickness make me even more tired!! Hate Flu!! Who loves flu ?? T_T

Well, its time to trim my hair again.. The weather is really freaking me out!! Cant stand it!!!
Hope to get it done asap!!
Haha..

Time is passing so slow!! I miss my darling~~! Hope he can be back soon and accompany me for supper!
Hehe.. Miss you darling :)

2009-10-13T21:33:00.003+08:00

Night class again Again AGAIN!!!
Sucks!!
Last semester night class on the Friday.. Coming semester night class will be on every Monday..
What is this?!

The time table schedule is damn pack and busy..
Argh!! It is like hell~!
Hate it seriously.. :/
My school is resuming in less than a week time.. goodness?!

Well, being quite emotional nowadays especially when i think bad about some unhappy incident..
Sigh.. Been reminding myself so many times but everything seen so difficult to forget..
Some times, i been complaining and wining about my life is sucks but shouldn't me be grateful that i have such a nice family, friends and bf around me?

I am fortunate as God created me to live.. in this world although my life is always facing different obstacles, i should belive i can been through them fast..
Well at least I must appreciate what i have now..
Nobody will noe what will happen next.. Never grumble what i have and been through..

Jia YOu! Candy!! :)

2009-09-26T01:17:00.002+08:00

I am sooo tired.. T_T
My holiday is like ending soon.. Goodness.. Cant believe it..
I haven even start enjoying and when is my PAY coming in??
SIGH!!

Heard a very out-breaking news just now..
I cant believe from what i have heard..
But i can only console myself by saying at least we are independent!!
We dun depend or relied on other just for the sake of good.
We have learn and achieve which people do not have..
Haha..
Jia You!!! Go-go-gooo...

:))

2009-09-02T15:25:00.002+08:00

Finally my exams is over!!!! HAPPY~! :)
Back to time of having fun and madness... HEE..

Some random questions came across my mind recently...
Confused...
I do not know why and what happened to me, i became so EMO right now..
:X

The things or people that we treasure most might not be the one that have the same way as we do.. Isn't it?
Sigh, thats life...

2009-08-17T13:10:00.002+08:00

Sometime people are silly to trust on certain things..
Sometime, realise that nobody can be a perfectionist no matter how hard they try.
Ever once hoping to be everything, but after thinking thru there i realise i am just nth and nobody. Not even a single cents, an assignments, physical fitness or sleeps..
Dun worth anything overall..

How far will assumption bring u to?
How much could u still assume of?
How silly can I still be to believe and trust? Or maybe i am simply a damn ass waiting for sth to fall from sky?

I'm not a god.. Dun expect me to guess or know.
I hate liars.. People noes about that..
Why am I till the very last moment still waiting and expecting..
Come on, waking up before it is being too late..
I dun need any1 to understand or tolerate..
I am simply who i am..

2009-07-27T17:38:00.004+08:00

I am getting sick with so many things! F**K it!
Hate life seriously..
What is the point by telling myself to stay on and tolerate..
In fact the truth is still there..
Nothing will change!!

I hate it.. I really feel like throwing out everything.

2009-07-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

Back to blog ppl.. :)
Busy with many tests and projects so M.I.A for the moment..
Sorry for that..

Many thing happened recently.. But I'll be alright!!
I am stronger than what people think..
So jia YOU!

Miss all my friends.. Take care ppl see ya soon!!!
Mmmuack

2009-06-29T11:22:00.002+08:00

I am bAck :]

Having many gathering recently.. With the Band, with my friends and many many more.. Busy..
E-learning week.. School being postpone 1 week later.. Anyway, should i be happy or sad?
I still have many assignment to be submitted next week.. :(

I am now mad over LEE MIN HO~!..
Hehe.. Anyway just go and watch korean version of F4.. Boys before Flower.. See how handsome and cute those guys are.. hahaha..

Some things i am trying really hard to cherish but i dun seen to be appreciate by people. :)

2009-06-04T21:25:00.002+08:00

No matter how tough i gonna be facing..
As a promise, no more cries. Glad that at least i'm once being cherish and love. It will be truely enough for me..
Roads seen tougher as time past by.. Smile and move on, my journey, my life will nv simply ends here.
No matter who gonna be by my side I will still greatly appreciate what i have before.
Thanks..

JiaYou and Move On Candy Seah!!! :))))

2009-06-01T20:16:00.001+08:00

It is sucks!!!
Test Test Test.. Planty and countless of workload.. I am feeling fucking and exhausted over it..
Wad the hell is all this shit?
Suckz..

2009-05-31T19:53:00.004+08:00

Silence Night remind me on something again..
Repeatedly, run through my mind again and again..
Sorry girl, i have try that hard, still i fail again...
Face the fact :) and I will be fine..

OKAY, CANDY is urging to shop!!!
I miss shopping!!!!
Long long shopping list to go..
New heels, Dress, shorts n many many more..
Maybe shopping is the best way for me to release stress from the FCUK-ing reality!!

Anyway, school is simply sucks.. I hate school, i hate life and i hate ---!
End here.. Ciao

2009-05-21T12:30:00.002+08:00

What should i do now? To watch things fall after buliding so long? Or to keep mute and silence?
Feeling very empty.
To help or to stop?
To shut up or not?
Nobody will understand and know how am i feeling, this is sucks..

2009-05-20T20:06:00.002+08:00

How i wish i can stop complaining.. How i hope..
But I cant..
Problems, many.. I cant share with people.. It is a torture.. I really hate it..
Some time I am really thinking why?
Am I too dumb or something to believe?
I am confuse and complicated..

Friends,Mummy, I miss you guys badly.. Can I manage to have more hours a day?
It is a very silly question, i know it..

Chinese has a sentence, 一次被蛇咬，十年怕井蛇。
But why am i still repeating the same old shit?
I hate the fact now.. Sucks...

2009-05-18T19:48:00.001+08:00

wth? why? what is all this shit that i am undergoing now? it is like...
Sorry, i've let you down again.. Maybe i am really kinda useless...
I am really sorry.

Falling sick now, but i cant expect myself to absent.. Sigh.. Tahan..

2009-05-14T21:20:00.003+08:00

What's Lead me up to all this??
It is simply horrible and terrible.. Hate it!!
Busy school and timetable is driving me crazy.. Projects had started, modules sucks.. I simply cant understand wth the lessons is about.. WHAT HAD HAPPEN NOW??

Due to busy timetable, i realise that i seriously drift apart with my family and friends..
This isn't what i wanted..
I hate it.. I simply no time to communicate to them now.. :'(

Whenever i wake up, they are either asleep or off to work..
When i reach home, either I am rushing my work or they were asleep..
I HATE IT!!!

What is this stupid thing going on??
Nothing good will ever happen on me..!! I am getting sick of my life now..

2009-05-11T19:19:00.004+08:00

It's Monday Again.. What a Blue day :(
Celebrated Mother's Day last Saturday.. Have dinner with family over at Marina Square.. :))
Enjoyable..

Happy Mummy Day and I really love you so much.. ^..^
Although, i been argue and always talking back to you and sorry that i am always being so stubborn to make an apology..
Still I love you most :)

Thanks for all your love, care and nags.. I know it is all for my good.. I will appreciate all your words and things that you have taught me..
Your lessons is the best lessons that i ever attend in my life.
Your patient and kindness is lovely..
This 3 little words is from deepest bottom of heart but I know it will be very weird if you heard me saying that to you, Sorry Mummy that i do not have the courage but still
Mummy, I love You :)

2009-05-07T20:50:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday for Miss Yeo!!!

Sweet 20th :)

Have a great night chilling out with everyone out there.. The most important is the birthday girl enjoy herself.. Hee..

Upload photos once i receive it..

:)))

School is sucks.. Confuse confuse and confuse..

Kinda worry over it now.. Damn it.. I knew it will happen on me..

Really hope to get over this ASAP..

Sigh, well, cos i hate workload and stress..

Well, will move on and jia you hahaha... Cheer up :)

Picture from Denise FaceBook :)

Happy Birthday, Vain

Friends is golden :)

2009-05-05T19:44:00.002+08:00

Human being,
sometime they are as nice as an angel.
sometime they are just like a monster.
Silently, quietly.... attack..

Aware of human being true colour.

2009-04-25T21:25:00.002+08:00

What does trust mean to everybody?
Who will u be trusting the most?
Hah, i guess not everyone will haf a perfect answer i think..
Trust fall deeply frm the very bottom of your heart, ask yourself and think carefully before making an answer..
Well.
End here..
Anyway,sch is really tiring :(

2009-04-22T11:12:00.003+08:00

Wake up duper early today..
Though i am very sleepy but still wake up that early.. haha.. Might be having my afternoon nap soon.. :)

As usual always being so sotong.. Haha.. I cant find where is my hp just now.. I was like thinking how come it is lost in my home.. haha... Actually that STUPID phone is just beside my desk.. LOL..

Too bored just now, change a new blogskin for my blog.. Hee..
Well end here ya..
Bye..

2009-04-21T17:43:00.002+08:00

Solution? Suggestion? Toward disappointment and sadness?
Understanding?

Lots n Lots of ?????
Wandering if by avoiding will it work? I rather not to know anything.
As it is true ignorance is bliss.

2009-04-20T21:13:00.002+08:00

The start of my very 1st day of school...
I could feel the upcoming stress that i will be suffering from..
Sigh Sigh Sigh.. Sian ya..

Modules, Subject = Sux..

Well, forget those matter 1st..
My dear Pei Yu went to Su zhou Today..
Will miss u babe :)

See u in 1 mth time yeah :)
Jia You for ur study trip..

2009-04-13T19:54:00.002+08:00

I hate my new timetable :(((((
Why my nite class is on the friday?
It end on 830 la.. sigh..
Think i wun be able to spend my time with my friends and dear family liao la... SHIT it..

Imagine lesson end at 830 reach home which is going 10pm liao..
GOodness..
Emo-ing right now..
Hate it!

2009-04-01T09:57:00.002+08:00

hey!! I am back after so long!!
Well its 1st of april so HAPPY APRIL FOOL :D

Busy working and spending money is just so tiring.. :X
Half of my holiday is gone in doing such things.. sigh~!
Went to visit my dear hub fan agnes blog joining OGL was seen so fun..
Owww.. I am now feeling like at least sth fun and meaningful things were being done throughout their holi..
Kind of sad and regret.. sian-ed..

Well, met up my dear friend vicki last friday...
Love to meet her up cos she is fun and always meeting her up there is always so much interesting happening stories happen on her!! HAHA
Love u babe!

Well last week meet up two cliques too..
Happy SINGING~!
Short hours of meeting up but it is fun!~

Gotcha end here then..
Upload pics nxt time
TC ppl :)))

2009-03-10T11:03:00.003+08:00

My life is leading me crazy~!
I am busy working now.. Yes, But i need more money for me de-stress :)
I wanna go for shopping~!!!!!
Urging badly now.

Right, shopping, slacking and eating is the best way for me to de- stress so don't get shock when i eat too much :)
At YA!!!
Weigh my weight and the Vain house yesterday & I GAIN 1.8kg.. Goodness..
Does that show that my holiday is being too blissful?
Absolutely NOOO ok..

Anyway, I wanna go for a K- Session.. :)
Friends DATE ME OUT!!!!
Wahahaha

Anyway, friends, should i cut my fringe or not?

Well, end here..
:)

2009-02-23T13:47:00.002+08:00

I am extremely piss off now..
Angry!!! Very..
Sometime, not all things could be shared. Understand?
I hate to share my things or our things with some1 that dun even deserved at all.
They are nt compatible to have it..
Never!
Understand?

Remember not all things could be share u will never know i guess.
Crack your brain and think hard. What is the best reason for them to have it.

2009-02-20T11:39:00.002+08:00

Sometime after a long distance of road, journey seen to be sick and tired.
Despite the arching of the pain..
Nothing we can do but just to move on and face the reality.
Life is cruel sometime. But we cant do anything to unchange everything.
So, hang on till the very last moment.

Meet up babes yesterday, have our dinner at spoon soup or soup spoon. Hhah~
After that we head towards fareast.. HEHE~!
We bought a set of Bikini's at $10..
WOW~!

Way home, i bump into Vivian(the sotong), will organize and meet her up soon :P
Well, ystd was a noisy day, as usual with the B.i.t.c.h around, never will it be quite.
LOL~!
XOXO, I know u well uh~! Hehe..
Even the indian in the bus is scare of us..

HAHAHA~!!
ok, gtg off need to work later which i am so tired now..
Still needa study for the stupid exam..
Hate it :PPPPPPPPPPPP

Ciao~

2009-02-18T10:00:00.002+08:00

Back From a short break..
It exhausting.. As usual exam period sucks..

Have an advanced V day with Darling..
Thanks for that flower.. Really..
Sorry although I AM BEING TOO FRANK and HONEST to you... HAHA...
Thanks for the day..
I really appreciate it very much..

Well, On the 9th Feb, celebrated Denise 20th Birthday..
Splendid Day spent.. Its so enjoyable that day espeacially that big MILK TEA~!
LOL~~!

Will upload all the photos once I receive it..
Ciao.. Going back for war again..
:)

I LOVE DARLING

I LOVE CLIQUE
I LOVE MUMMY
MUHAHHAHAHA

2009-02-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK..
Stressing in Process now..
Terrible Mood Swing and PMS.. Pls dont provoke me otherwise i will bite u!!!

Will be away to blog..
Update again soon...

EXAMS AND STREsS is KILLING ME..
Goodbye my Hub Fans..
Don't miss Hub jie too much :))

2009-01-28T20:37:00.002+08:00

I am back to blog.. LOL~! Its like so long after.. Haha.. Today is 3rd day of CNY.. Its like so sian gonna return school.. Yawn.. But nvm, I HAVE FINALLY SUBMITTED MY C#.. LOL.. i really feel like in a holiday mood now.. lol.. But, tml still have lab test.. I hate tml as i hate wires.. :(
Well, first day of CNY i been staying at home to watch all the DVDs that mummy had rented.. lol.. Not bad, feel so relax.. :P Yesterday went to my aunt house at jurong so tired.. But i love to go there and visit 'Lucky'.. Our old friend :) I knew him for going 10 years.. OMG~! But he really old now.. Getting more and more lazy and wander he still can have how many bak kua ;(

Lovely Lucky:)

Okay, I am ending here..

Ciao Ciao.. See u guys yeah :)

2009-01-12T20:56:00.001+08:00

I am having a big headarche now!!!
Argh.. Its so dizzy can.. Gonna take some medi later..
I hate it..

2009-01-06T20:14:00.005+08:00

CAMWHORE with bitch and vain yesterday!!

YoHoo.. WE did it within 7 mins... So Super hahaha!!

We took from decent slowly till madness!!!

Fun FUn~! Meanwhile, we look back our classic photos in the past!!! Wahaha.. 2-3 yrs back we are still like~.. LOL..

2008-12-31T19:03:00.002+08:00

Todae is New Year EVE...
Should i really welcome the upcoming year? Erm, a little reluctant la..
Still, Happy New Year Everyone!!!

I received a belated Christmas Card from my dear VICKI ((:
Thank u fren, I like it duper much xD

Meet up ping and en tgth wih si lin and si min..
Fun!!!
A liitle tired la, we are doing jumping shots in town.. HAHAHA.. Somemore infront of an atmosphere bar.. Shame Shame, think those ppl are duper pek cek..
Anyway,Thanks of meeting up, at that moments, problems seen so far away.

I am super EMO nowadays, I wanna feel release. May I?

Sigh, hope the new coming year all my problems are gone..
Hopefully.

No matter how biased the world is, how cruel or sux my life is, never will I get defeat.
:)

2008-12-27T11:49:00.002+08:00

:D

Christmas Still as usual.. Its Boring!!
But still its over.. Hah..

I can only say every christmas i am expected to receive Mango tops..
It had been the same for 3 years constantly.. Lol.. Although from different kind soul..
Still Thanks A LOT..
I love all the presents, But i dislike this Xmas.. :(

Well I gonna clear my wardrode and prepare for my my new year clothing!!
:) :) :)
Shopping Hooray..
I am urging for shopping..
But I need money badly... Urge!

Meet Na yesterday evening..
Shopping for Chris upcoming birthday present..
We bought her a CK Jean bag.
Hope she really like it..
Anyway the bag is cheaper than usual cos we bought it on Isetan Private Sales!! Wahaha..

We came to a conclusion that the older we turn the perspective towards present will be different.
And the older we are the more expensive gift we have to buy!!!
OMG~!

Well heading to Vivo with family later, hope i wun spend any money today :P

Anyway, Zara and FCUK sales started, En* and Ping u can head down to grab!!

See U guys soon :)

2008-12-23T11:43:00.004+08:00

I am back!!
PS.. Very Busy with my work for the last 1 week, so now, I have to Chiong for my assignment..
Well, its kind of SHIT!!

At least I am free to rest for today!! :))
Cycle Cycle Cycle, I am going cycling later :P
Yeah, I will learn hard ok.. Wahaha..

What does loser meant to you guys?
No one will be a loser, you, me and anyone will not be a loser, cuz we ever did tried our best.
Believing and gaining are more important than than achieving..
Anyway, Good Attitude Start from U n ME!!
Lol..

Merry Christmas in Advance everyone :))

2008-12-08T15:41:00.000+08:00

Its kill me soflty in the rain.

2008-12-07T21:20:00.003+08:00

I have things to say, but i can't.
I need more loves and your time but i can't.
I can only remind myself that no matter what, things will remain unchange.
But is it true?

Past, how beautiful, misses.
Memories is the only things that i can keep thinking back.
Topic is losing temperature, what can i do.

Understanding is the hardest things to remain, still I will try.

May I be that selfish just for once?
But I cant.
我不想当成功男人背后的女人，我想当自私的人，拥有你全部的时间可以吗？
因为我没你想的那么勇敢，坚强。

2008-11-25T21:17:00.002+08:00

I am unhappy, I am sad!
Keeping myself silence, its golden!

I hope u noe and understand~

2008-11-20T15:00:00.003+08:00

Test!!
Sickening, Irritating piece of SHIT!!!!
I hate it~!

C# is over! Nearly die on the spot and pronouced death yesterday.. I dun understand and i cant do the paper at all!!! :(
Gonna fail for this time AGAIN~!!!

Networking tommorow~!!!
I has a strong six sense that i gonna fail this module badly..
I dun even noe what the hell is Packet Tracer? WireShark? Router? CMD? PING? CONFIG?
Ahhh~
Ah Ku Ta Dou Wu~

Thank you for knowing me, but, i really dunno you at all.. Plz dun no me in the very first place okie? Haha.. Well, who wanna fail with me this time.. Lol..

Well, end here..
New Desktop coming :))

2008-11-10T19:33:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! I am back to blog~! :))

Busy-ing last weeK! Been working for 3 days, met up my cliques and best working pals!!

Lets Update!

3/11(Mon)

Meet up cliques for dinner. We had a healthy dinner over at The Spoon Soup.

Its yummy! But, i cant able to finish it cos i am feeling DUPER FULL that day! Making out many laughter there :)

Yes! I stuck my Mac-Cone onto my chin!! Think that was the greatest joke for that moment of time!

Hahaha.. We head down to bitch house after that.. Great time slacking ya!
I love the time that are being spend with Cliques and fellow Friends

Awesome~!!!

4/11(Tue)

Meet up my lovely working pals.. We headed down to lau pa sah for dinner/supper?

Spendid day! SO long that we never had such fun!! hahaha.. More more more~

ila & me!

ila, ah siao & me!

The 3 mama's

Group photos!

:))

Upcoming schedule:

- Wed sentosa class gathering!! Yeah yeah!!

- Catherine Bdae celebration

- Works

- Thinking of meeting up with Cliques and Friends again!

(As a promise, gonna find a day for WWW ladies!!!) LALALLA

lets get prepared!! :)

2008-10-30T22:37:00.002+08:00

UPDATE!!

We have the look alike MSN pics.. Hehe.. :))

Never notice till she told me so!!

不愧是姐妹！

2008-10-30T21:00:00.004+08:00

Read Liping post entry just now. Well, the story is duper touching, its touch my heart..
Read it so understand it therefore tressure people around you more often..
Spend time wisely note down all those precious memory!!!

Something funny today.
Walk out from school with Esteen and gonna wait for 159.
U noe what, we saw a doggy entering the school.. Hahaha.. Its walking is duper cute..
But that doggy kanna shaved to 'BOTAK'.. Poor dog.. I am wandering is that dog being abandon?
If so, animals owner pls stop those ACTS. Cuz u SUCKS!
Anw, Esteen being frighten by the little pussy.. hahaha...

Urging to buy HARD DISK!!!!
So, working hard now :))
Lots of C# homework, killing me!!!
Have to spend my beautiful Saturday doing it...

I am ever once standing there upright, but now its gone.
Believing in yourself more than anything else:))

2008-10-28T21:04:00.003+08:00

I'm back :))

Sometime i am wandering, will things always remain the same. Remain unchangable, forever?

Feeling kinda sad.. But, i dun like all such feeling, especially conflicts, coz been thru it so IHATEIT >.<

Sorry if we neglect you that much, still, hoping situation remain the same, like the past.

Hence, silence is golden.

Drop this emo-ing topic, meet up ladies last wednesday, watch-ed movie-Burn After Reading..

The movie is like.. EH~ Wth is it toking? Hahahaha.. Nvm.. Its a Chim movie la.. lol..

But, I am enjoying myself badly with ladies :)).. Pics loading soon.. Haha

Friday meet up vicki darling :)

Have our dinner and happy!! Slow walk to east coast.. Only 2 of us, its quiet but, i feel it..

Miss you gal..

Playing with his cap.. Lalla

Too bored? Too Free? :P

THE A-C-E! Sch being, work hard tgth!

2008-10-18T20:04:00.002+08:00

想去看海，听着海浪的声音。
好想念那些流速的时间，回不去，到不回。

Dear friends, i am doing fine, thanks you all for the support.
No matter what had happened, i will appreciate what i have and stay strong :)
Love you guys:))

我很想你，但没办法说出来，你不会明白:'(

2008-10-15T19:56:00.002+08:00

I dun wish your six sense to be so exact this time.
Stay strong and healthy, I still love you, always that much.
I'll kick away all my habbit that you dislike, so dun worry just stay happy will do..
:)

Mummy,I love you, please stay healthy.

2008-10-14T21:12:00.003+08:00

I dunno what happened to me now!
:( :( :(

EMO..
I really feel like crying out now, dun ask me why. Not because of that.
I miss my past.
I understand we cant stay in the past and kept thinking of it, in fact, i miss it..
I miss my friends out there, my laughter and time spending..
Unlike now.

I can't even predict my future now, to me, it is aimless.
I seen like no where to go.
Sorry, i seen very pessimistic now.
SIGH..

Nowaday, i keep telling myself not to think so much.
I can only try my best as the time goes, but, it dun wrk at all..
How?

OMG~
Candy feel like dying now... Things are killing me...
:(
THink i should meet my ladies out ASAP to talk..
:(

2008-10-13T22:09:00.002+08:00

Unhappy!
Candy is feeling sad and moody now :(
THe begin of new semester.. Sigh..
Kinda regret that never study well for my first semester..
Those module for this sem can really kill me badly..
OMg~

How how how?
Got to plan my time well enough already..
Sigh :'(

2008-10-11T12:06:00.002+08:00

1 and a half more days to the begin of my new night mare!!!
Roar.. Feel like roaring and kicking to release ths feeling...
Damn it!

Working and working.. Feeling so sick and tired.. Boring!!!
I am still seeking and looking and fiinding and searching and ETC and HAHAHA for my new born soul! Shh.. Thats sercet..
Been trying hard but things isn't so easy..
Why? Nth seen so simple in this world..
Try and work harder bah.. :)

CANDY feel like going shopping!!!
No time for me to shop anw.. Hmph ):
I am waiting to buy a new pair od sandals, shorts and top!!!
LALALALA.. Counting down for my precious time and money to come.
FAST FAST FAST!!! :)))

But i am officially broke for the time being..
Sigh..
Appointment next saturday, needa wake up early again sigh..
But hardwork will pay off:)

LASTLY,
I MISS MY CLIQUE AND FRIENDS.. MUHAHAHA!!
Meet up soon :))))

2008-10-08T10:00:00.000+08:00

My timetable is OUT!
I dislike my timetable for this semester :(
I have no rest day at all.. SIAN~!

The arrangement is like KNS..
I have straight 3 hrs of breaks while waiting for the next lessons, its like kinda waste of time isn't it.
Time is percious la... Otherwise, I can end my day early.. :(
Sux!..

Got to see the same old pervert siew mai again..
SUAY~!
Pui~

2008-10-07T20:13:00.002+08:00

Lost, real lost.
Words that have been told and said for so many times isn't being take into my heart.
Over and over again.
I'm sorry. I am trying very hard to forget and stop myself for not thinking and get myself through those things. Yeah I can.

I wanna slap myself hard enough for stop thinking and depress over it.
No matter what, future still in my hand, treasure it or else it will slip through frm my finger tip.
Well, stay awake and widen my eyes big enough. Stop thinking of past and look towards future.
Jia You!

Sorry yet Thank you dear and my beloved.

2008-10-07T13:11:00.002+08:00

Counting down.. Tick tock tick~.
SO SIAN!!!
I am not happy or excited at all.. School reopening soon, its less than a week.
Gosh! Seriously, i hate it.
Give me more.. ;(

2008-10-06T16:55:00.004+08:00

LALALALA~
Back to blog ok!!
Too bored to online recently. Paiseh ok!..
Just on my com to check for my school timetable. But.. I wait and wait til nw that KNS timetable still haven OUT LAH~~~~

So sian.. Sigh.. Hope the timetable will plan out well.. haha. Hope there will be an off day.. Hehe..

Well, last Thursday work with a guy. He is damn kuku and lazy.. He tok he so handsome and kip asking me about his hair.. Argh.. But not all yet, he was so happy and proud that he is a latin dancer.. Bleah!!!! Plz dun dance infront of me again.. I cant take it! But we wun have the chance to see each other too :))).. Hope some ppl like him can dun be so thick skin.. ok.. Plz stop saying about your cousin.. Indeed she is avery nice gal I know, but not you..

Well, dun mention about him anymore.

Birthday with darling was great.. :)
Enjoy badly :)))

But sigh, sch resume soon. I hate it!! School sux, I wanna slack more..

2008-09-22T10:41:00.005+08:00

Visted ZOO last saturday!!!

Its Tired but fun!! Took a lots of photos and happy enjoying myself there:)

Only few photos uploaded.. haha..

After 12 yrs of time i finally return to the ZOO!!! :D

Animals there is so CUTE!!! I love the Polar Bear, the Monkeys and the handsome White Tiger..
Its Splendid ok.. :)
Should visit there more often also... By visiting to the Zoo, I learn that we should tresure those animals more as they going to extinct very soon.. We have only less than 4000 of tigers left in this world!! Can you believe it?
If people or organization are rich or generous enough, they can even adopt those animals or in partnership the zoo.. Cool.. I wanna be rich enough to adopt the Polar Bears and White Tiger!! But I think by the time I'm rich they already left the world isn't it? Haha..

Well, on the 19th meet up with VICKI!! But I am not gonna blog about her today.
I will blog her up during her B'dae.. Hee..
Ends here.

ME taking alone! Nobody wanna take with me :(

The Handsome White tiger~

Group photo!!

2008-09-18T11:47:00.003+08:00

I have my results!!
I'm not satisfied at all :(
GPA 2.5..
But, I will definately work more harder next time..

Cant really stress about ths shit.. So lets move on.. :))
I gonna play hard study even harder..
Gogogogogogogo..

Ends here

Nobody understand how i feel and undergoes.

2008-09-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

Counting Down..
Damn it.. :(
Another 20 min to release of result.. Sian Sian Sian. SIgh..
Why the result release so fast..
Spoilt my mood lol..

Anyway, Finally change my blogskins.. Hee.. Will touch up next time.. Not in a mood now.. :(
ANw, LADIES, I found my CBOx Password liao..
Llalalalala~

I am duper dissapointed over it.. Wad a CHI- NA~
Seriously I dislike their attitude.. It make me feel so dissapointed on them. Sigh..
I never expected a women to behave like this. How can she split plegmn in the public yet act as nth happened.. Eyes are all starring and looking yet she dun feel a sense of discomfortable?

How can it be?
I cant believe it...

But no matter what that is what i feel.
Cuz, in other eyes they might not hate or find anything wrong isn't it?
Chi-Na might not like Singaporean too..
RIght..
Well, ENds here..
Good Nite. Bye

2008-09-03T21:53:00.002+08:00

Blog Blog Blog!!!
Back from wrk and back to blog! :))
Hee..

I intend to change my CBOX colour but, the DAMN-est thing is that i lost my CBOX account password.. :(
Sian lo..

Sigh.. I have to crack my brain to thk duper hard.. sobz..

2008-08-27T12:42:00.003+08:00

Wootz!!! I am back!!!!
Wahahaha..

YEAH, I am free from Exam.. Hooray.. But busy with works.. Sorry Guys.. I desprate over money now.. Haha.. yeah, I am a money face for the time being.. HEEEE>..<
But still can ask me out ok.. I am always avaliable.. hEHE..

Alright, although exam over, but i am still worry over the grades...
Sigh.. I have many careless mistake.. WTF!!!!
SIAN!!!
Forget it..

Well, anyway, I am proud to announce that i am 19th!! After 15 days..
My birthday is splendid!! i enjoyed it badly... Spending time with all dearest is the best! :))

Rain Rain Rain.. Its been contineous raining for nearly a week.. What goes wrong to the weather?
And this make me feel like sleeping.. HAha... Going for my nap soon... Hee.. Well ends here..
((((((:

2008-08-01T17:07:00.002+08:00

I am BACK!!!!!!!!

A little happy, a liitle sian..
Sigh..
No more C# for the time being? True?
Hopefully...
My aim isn't high, but, just a bearly pass will be a great satifaction for me :)

Last friday, being told to redo whole of my C#..
At that moment, I am really feeling devastated ok... But what to do? I am poor in understanding question.. :(
But But But, I find that I am gd enough to figure out all the coding and redo everything for less than a week =D..

When thrgh interview with Ms Lee, Pissed... Very pissed...
How can she be making unnecessary assumption by assuming me of copying?
Just because of the same coding?
I hate it...
Anyway, I DIN I lived without gulit ok!..
Also, it surpose to be a group wrk ok..
U said its a individual work but you din say that we cant discuss among ourselve..
Logic?
Even if so, u still cannt assume anything without knowing anything kuku..

I hate her!
A biased and despo women..

Still, even if you wanna fail me, I am still very proud to say all my work done have exceed my expectation!!!
Good enough for me.

2008-07-26T11:15:00.002+08:00

Stress!!!
Super Duper Stress Now.. Argh~!
I hate it :[
Next week is all the projects date line.. I still stuck with it.. WTH~
Especially the C#.. Sigh!
Poly Life make me so lifeless ok...
I cant enjoy going out peacefully with friends..
Poly Life really make me so tired..
I been losing sleeps ok!
I hate it... ;[

I hate those people saying Poly Life is Good, Very Slacks and enjoyable..
Ya.. Bullshit Ok..
Dun always think I am free just because i often online..
Enjoying?? Ya right, enjoying chiong-ing assignments which you will never experience it.. It drive me crazy soon...
So dun judge everyone to be the same as those SLacker..
Cos its different..
Stop your non-sense by doing those comparison.. Ok?

Well.. Ends here...
Gonna rush for work soon
I hate LIFE!!!!!!!!!
Its.... Kukukukukukukukuku!!!

2008-07-23T09:51:00.003+08:00

Hey, I having my Kuku test later.. Sian La...
I did not have enough studies yet! Sigh! Sian lo..
Candy Hate Tests and Exams.. Argh!!!!

Deep in heart, great sense of insecure and gulit.
I will overcome that soon i thk.
Believe in myself.
Sorry baby.

2008-07-19T21:18:00.002+08:00

Angry!!!
Lappy LAG!! Network Fail too.. Argh!!
Sian Sian...
:(((((((

I really had a hard time to open all my important folders!!
Shit!! Kuku!! :{

Anyway, I gonna flung my C# man..
The test duper sucks.. Argh..
I hate errors!!
wahaha.. But forget it.. Dun wanna really thk also..

Sigh..

I hate to scold foul! What make me become like this? I seen so rude and violent la!

2008-07-17T21:00:00.001+08:00

Wah!!!!
I nearly forget about the C# lab test tml!
I am just too happily slacking ok..
Sigh..
No wander I feel so strange just now!!

How?
So many Topics to go.. KNS..
I hate C#!!
from hate to very max hatred!! :X

Feel like dying liao..

2008-07-16T10:51:00.002+08:00

I saw the weakest part of me!
I am that fragile too?? Maybe?
I nearly broke into tears just now.. Over an issue that are not related to me..
Yet after reading it, my heart feel a great arching..
SO AMAZING!!
Well, drop this issue ok?

Chiong~ Chiong~ Chiong~
Chiong-ing all the way in PROJECTS!!!
Yet Not fun.. Sigh..
It SUX!!

I wanna have myself free JUST LIKE A BIRD!!!
Hehe..

2008-07-15T18:39:00.006+08:00

YOYOYO!!!!
Back to blog!!!! :))))))))))
Stress! Tense Up! Fcuk.. Wahaha.. I am going crazy ok ppl! lol..
Still I am fine!
Happy Birthdae to Peiyu! Also, Jovial Darling is coming back SOon!!!
Without her, MSN seen so quite sia.. Sigh!

Anyway, my post for today might be little foul.. Sorry for that ok.
I hate that bitch.. Badly.. Who u think u are? 'Da xiao jie?' 'Princess?' Nice manicure nails??
Ah pui~
You are simply suck ok..
Stop label yourself as a bimbo ok?! COz you dun haf that figure instead.. In character wise. Yes you are.. 100% compatible :)
I hate people especially 'U' to keep pester me.. Irritating..
I won't mind to help out people that put in effort unlike you..
Simply only know how to make use of people around you for help. Dun you ever think that it is such a disgrace for all women?
If you want people to treat you in a nicer way, please change your character away!
Sucks!
I hate your innocent face.. Stop acting, cuz u are not one of that person!
Instead I am not those 'guys' that can take ur ~~~ voice.
It sound like some1 that are desparate over sex ok.
Well, really piss!

Anyway stop her topic, let post my dearest darling PHOTOS!!!!!
Wahahaha.. its Miss LAte cum Miss Loud cum Etc!!
But never will it be 'Little Miss Shy'
Hee =D

GAL! That your candid shot! Sorry I post it up :)

Birthday Girl *& ME*Birthdae Gal* & Jovial*

Birthday Gal & PeiYuThe BAR!Drink of the day :)SteamBoat!!Immediately after SteamBoat!!

the lovely cake!Miss Late* I really love this pic ok..Super Natural:))

I love this pic too!!! Nice?

Group Shots!

I love you ladies!

Sharing the same memories with beloved will always be the best thing in the world:)

2008-07-14T10:28:00.002+08:00

Agnes ROCKS! :) =) xD
This is being type by one IDOIT!!!
Wahaha..
Remember, The 1st sentence is not type by me!
I am being threaten to post it up!!!

2008-07-11T11:51:00.002+08:00

HoRay!
I finally watched 10 Promises to my dog!!!
Nice Nice people.. Must watch!!! :)))

Ya, I cried badly for this movie.. Sigh.. Dog is so lovely and cute.. I will not bear if one day they leave us.. Just like that movie..
After watching.. I don't feel like owning one of them le.. I afraid I will neglect them one day also I will depress for long that they walk out of my life..
They are just like human being!!

I love that movie to the EXTREME!!!!
:)))))))))))))))))))

2008-07-09T14:02:00.004+08:00

I has a strong feeling that you cant make up your mind!
Expected..
My movie trip is gone ok.. Sian.. Sigh.. He say post pone to tml.. Hope its true?
Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian!!! Lalalalalalalalalala..

Forget it..
Anyway..
I plan it so nicely last night of what to do for my assignment today. But still.. I am happily slacking and editing
all my photos..
I am so shit right.
But no matter how shit also wun be as shitty as this blogger..
Sux! Error on page again..
I seriously hate blogger..
But I am too lazy to create new blog.
Hahaha..

My laziness will kill me either one day..
right?
I believe it..

All right ends here..
I hate my POLY LIFE..
NYP SUX!

2008-07-09T14:02:00.002+08:00

I has a strong feeling that you cant make up your mind!
Expected..[img]http://www.websmileys.com/sm/cartoon/1238.gif[/img]
My movie trip is gone ok.. Sian.. Sigh.. He say post pone to tml.. Hope its true?
Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian!!! Lalalalalalalalalala..

Forget it..
Anyway..
I plan it so nicely last night of what to do for my assignment today. But still.. I am happily slacking and editing
all my photos..
I am so shit right.
But no matter how shit also wun be as shitty as this blogger..
Sux! Error on page again..
I seriously hate blogger..
But I am too lazy to create new blog.
Hahaha..

My laziness will kill me either one day..
right?
I believe it..

All right ends here..
I hate my POLY LIFE..
NYP SUX!

2008-07-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

I am back to blog!!!
Wahaha..
Finally?? Hee.. Not really bah :P

I hate Blogger man.. So sucks..
So 'kuku' can.. I cant uploads photos today.. Idoit..
I thk blogger is always that idoit..Hmph..

Well, I cant wait to watch- 10 promises to my dog(hope this movie will not disappoint me).
Hope darling dun break that promise.. I wanna watch that badly :(
I have lots of movies to watch ppl..
But I am so busy in dunno doing what things.. haha.. Sigh..

Let update about my life
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Last friday celebrated Miss Late Big day..
Hope she enjoy that day.. Its enjoyable and funny night ok?
I do enjoy myself although very tired and sleepy but it worth it Coz it her DAY!!!!
Hahaha.. Touch? My fren? lol..
Upload photos ASAP ok.. As soon as this kuku blogger recover..

Monday have my first presentation in NYP..
I am damn nervous ok.. But I dun know what happened to me at that moment..
I am nervous till that i cant control my volume..
I find myself speaking so loud ok? Maybe I suffer from my block nose bah.. Maybe it block my hear too..
LOL! More presentation coming up.. Communication skills upcoming thursday! sIGH.. die die die..
That teacher look damn strict ok.. Sian..

Anyway, I am loaded with so many works and proj but I jus so lazy to get them started.
I am avoiding them..
Shit right?
SIgh..

Well, End here my dear.
Take Care:)

2008-06-30T18:39:00.002+08:00

Back to blog again!
Visited Ping Pong blog haha..
Find this quiz very interesting.. So, I did it too :))

Here my outcome:
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Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Well..
I rate this quiz 4.5 out of 5..
Its being very true ok??
Haha..

Way home just now, I saw a cat without one of it's eyeball..
That cat strain it eye to look at me..
So 'ke lian'
After seeing that kitty then I realise that being sad over a kitten will feel common sense than being sad over u..
So well..
I am alright now... Wahaha...
I will try overcome my phobia over CATS!!
I'll try..

在世上是没有简单又不劳而获的事！

2008-06-30T15:29:00.001+08:00

我会一笑而过！

:))))

Thankz, I am fine.

2008-06-29T21:54:00.002+08:00

Look at my hand!! This was being scratch my a Filipino ok!!! I hate lucky Plaza on every Sunday.

This mark stay for duper long la.. Its NUMB now.. I wander what she bring and what was in her bag.

Its Sux!

Today is a bad day!! Damn it.. My heels is a killer.. Argh!! My leg feel so numb now ok... But in the end of the day, that pair of heels still a very useful thing.. HAHAHA!!

I feel damn dirty today ok? I was like kana surrounded by Bangla for my own journey home ok.. They are so irritating la..

Well.. recently not in a mood k..

DON'T PESTER ME!!!

Thanks :)

~~Being honest by saying out everything isn't any wrong.~~

~~I thought by being honest is what you expect for in the best?~~

~~What about now?~~

~~I find that things are drifting more and more apart isn't it?~~

~~Seriously, I am disappointed.~~

2008-06-27T11:03:00.002+08:00

我有了自信，却少了信心。
我就像从高楼跌下来一样。
在繁忙的街上也找不回真正的自己。

I hate it when such happen.. :(
You make me feel so useless..

2008-06-26T18:48:00.002+08:00

When I saw those photos, the first thing that come to my mind is that she is no longer the friend that i knew.
Life change, things change, everything change isn't it?
Time and tide wait for no man..

I can only say:"Face the fact, face my life!"
No matter what I will still treassure those memories that you given me.
Thanks a lot my fren.
Good Luck to u girl:)