Silence Night remind me on something again.. Repeatedly, run through my mind again and again.. Sorry girl, i have try that hard, still i fail again... Face the fact :) and I will be fine..
OKAY, CANDY is urging to shop!!! I miss shopping!!!! Long long shopping list to go.. New heels, Dress, shorts n many many more.. Maybe shopping is the best way for me to release stress from the FCUK-ing reality!!
Anyway, school is simply sucks.. I hate school, i hate life and i hate ---! End here.. Ciao
What should i do now? To watch things fall after buliding so long? Or to keep mute and silence? Feeling very empty. To help or to stop? To shut up or not? Nobody will understand and know how am i feeling, this is sucks..
How i wish i can stop complaining.. How i hope.. But I cant.. Problems, many.. I cant share with people.. It is a torture.. I really hate it.. Some time I am really thinking why? Am I too dumb or something to believe? I am confuse and complicated..
Friends,Mummy, I miss you guys badly.. Can I manage to have more hours a day? It is a very silly question, i know it..
Chinese has a sentence, 一次被蛇咬,十年怕井蛇。 But why am i still repeating the same old shit? I hate the fact now.. Sucks...
wth? why? what is all this shit that i am undergoing now? it is like... Sorry, i've let you down again.. Maybe i am really kinda useless... I am really sorry.
Falling sick now, but i cant expect myself to absent.. Sigh.. Tahan..
What's Lead me up to all this?? It is simply horrible and terrible.. Hate it!! Busy school and timetable is driving me crazy.. Projects had started, modules sucks.. I simply cant understand wth the lessons is about.. WHAT HAD HAPPEN NOW??
Due to busy timetable, i realise that i seriously drift apart with my family and friends.. This isn't what i wanted.. I hate it.. I simply no time to communicate to them now.. :'(
Whenever i wake up, they are either asleep or off to work.. When i reach home, either I am rushing my work or they were asleep.. I HATE IT!!!
What is this stupid thing going on?? Nothing good will ever happen on me..!! I am getting sick of my life now..
It's Monday Again.. What a Blue day :( Celebrated Mother's Day last Saturday.. Have dinner with family over at Marina Square.. :)) Enjoyable..
Happy Mummy Day and I really love you so much.. ^..^ Although, i been argue and always talking back to you and sorry that i am always being so stubborn to make an apology.. Still I love you most :)
Thanks for all your love, care and nags.. I know it is all for my good.. I will appreciate all your words and things that you have taught me.. Your lessons is the best lessons that i ever attend in my life. Your patient and kindness is lovely.. This 3 little words is from deepest bottom of heart but I know it will be very weird if you heard me saying that to you, Sorry Mummy that i do not have the courage but still Mummy, I love You :)