I seriously dislike what i am suffering from.

School is really horrible plus terrible.

Life is getting more and more miserable.

Every week is being thrown with homeworks and quiz.

Its really make me feel like dying!

Especially the C# test and lesson.. Its make me really feel that no matter how hard i try I still worth nothing. Just because I am not a 'Guy' and cant coax that Old Virgin 'Siew Mai'!

Candy is really piss ok! I am piss towards her!

Anw, I get a 'D' for the test. The way she mark the paper make me feel that she is a damn despo woman! I really hate her so much!

Alright, reason :

1.Do anybody came across such thing that no getting back of test papers in Polytecnic? Not even a glance at the paper?

2.She went through the common mistake that the class had made, but does that mean that it was my common mistake too?

3.Students who work even harder deserve an unreasonable grades and someone gets even better without knowing anything or cant even run a programme?

4....

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and so much more ok. Too lazy to type it here.

I can only pity myself that I am not born to be a guy.

Whatever.. *Bitch*

Recently, I complain soooo much to darling and Chris.

Ya I know you guys really hope that I can do well and not to waste those money spend in Nyp.

But really I am trying Fcuking hard man.

I hate this life!

I am wandering what makes me ends here.

I feel that i have no turning back now.

I can only move on towards the end of my life.

Sux!

I really cant get myself motivated now, all my motivation had gone.

I feel so unintentionally stress, what causes all this??

Argh!

Anyway, NYP isn't that great overall.

The canteen food sux too ok!!!

I am so sick of those food. Been eating Macs everyweek at least once or twice a week.

Ya I am gaining weight lah!

Okay, anyway, I going to have my 2 weeks break soon.

This is the only thing that really make me feel 'Yes! Finally!!!'

But stingy 2 weeks nia!!!

Bleah.

Hope i can peacefully, happily enjoy my holidays :))

Lastly, I edited one of my fav. photo using my photoshop skill ok..

Although not that nice but its my hardwork leh!

Meet up frenz soon.

:))