My lfe is just so busy. Filled with so many sweat and tears. When will i really be free from all such bad things around me? Seriouly, i have been wearing a fake smile for those time. I wanna threw those away, really. But, people, who will believe in me beside my family, friends & him? Its true that i am tired. Mentally and physically tired.
I just wanna make myself busy so that i can stop thinking about those problem that are bothering me. Although, i always mention to people, i wanna be alone. Alone, make me cry. When will things be stop and let me stop thinking? I miss everything, really.
To some, they might think that i am bull-shit. Coz, u all dunno me.
How long could i hold? I am still suffering! Sorry.